Now reading up on the OUTSIDER to get prepare for tmr's lit exam ^.^ HAHA ! but i am slacking now on plurk ~ =P keke :D Recently was having great fun with my love-d laughing and joking around ! <3 your larh ! xDD Hmm, anyways , i am here to blog as something happened changes alot of things , my thinking change to. I seriously think that is it time , i will need to say out my thinking ba..

hmm.. i was on plurk, and i saw steve's plurk . i went on to his blog , looking at what he wrote , his advice to us .. To steve : hmm.. i understand that you are trying hard to help , seriously , i dun wish to see what is happening now . But to forget everything , it is harder to do than just saying it . Is easy to say "i have forgiven and forget " but is really hard to really do that . I have keep silent for the whole time , yet they keep adding on it . I have told you what i think before about that matter , i hope you can understand that it just need time for me to really forget everything . Your words are true , i can feel what you trying to say  , but for now , it seriously needs time .

I can say yes , i am really angry with all that your done . Feeling on both disappointed and angry . I don't need any sorry , it is useless now . All that have not done is done , and is all included in my history book . It cant be wash away easily , the memory will still be there . I am happy with what i am having after school , maybe it just need time to let it back to normal but maybe not , i dunno either . Just let it be that way , somethings can't be forced . The hurt your have given is really too much . As what someone says , it's life , alot things happened .. get used to it ba..

That's all for today ! :D

byebye love ! :D

woohoo ! i am back in posting ! Hahas , now is exam period , yet i am able to post cause i did my revision and now is my break ^.^

now is half-way learning my home econ ~ can absorb quite well ~ *happy* ! :D

Just now found a damn meaningful phrase ! <3

Here it goes :  

世界上最遥远的距离,不是生与死,而是, 我就站在你面前,你却不知道我爱你

世界上最遥远的距离,不是, 我就站在你面前,你却不要知道我爱你,而是, 明明知道彼此相爱,却不能在一起

世界上最遥远的距离,不是, 明明知道彼此相爱,却不能在一起,而是, 明明无法抵挡这股想念,却还得故意装作丝毫,没有把你放在心里\世界上最遥远的距离,不是 ,明明无法抵挡这股想念,却还得故意装作丝毫没有,把你放在心里,而是, 用自己冷漠的心,对爱你的人

That is it... is damn meaningful to me, don't your think so ? :)

Ending here ! i need to revise le.. BYEBYE :D

Hellos~ ! here to blog again~ ^^ .. Hmm.. recently is quite happy for me, except for some part of C.L.P, S.F and F.A.H ! x(

Life has been great for me, time after school was pretty fun :D:D

ohya~ exam coming soon ! x.x freak out leh ! It is too fast ! I don't want,  but no choice have to work hard le.. xD jiayous everyone ! GOOD LUCK FOR EOY ! :D

Ermm.. should be endding soon :x need to study~ :D:D

BYES!

*fxck larh dey ! write write write, you think i got so many time to write all those stupid letters? * x(

yoh yoh~! :D hahas.. here to blog again xDD found sometime today ^.^ *matter is finally endded >_< * Thanks {name} (: this week was quite a good one for me :D

Monday and Tuesday was normal.. went home early ^.^

Wednesday was a fun one for me xDD did our home econ practical exam :D was very well done i suppose.. hope so... here is a pict of my overall product :DD

Yesterday went out with the girls <3 waited for them to finish detention after went eating.. went WCP walk around seeking for present for JQ :D after found place to talk talk then reach home at 7 xD

TODAY~! keke.. was damn freaking fun :D except the part on the two clementi town sec fxckers! *yucks* went to celebrate JQ's bday ^.^ there was really a big grp.. damn big lor.. :D took alot of picts.. hope JADE could upload it fast xD went playground play.. here comes the fxcking part x( there is two FXCKERS that came to the playground... wonders what the problem with them.. diao larh.. *vomit* want fight come larh.. you two people nia.. humji -.- *ACBC* hahas, yup yup thats the end! i cant stand it anymore.. i cant relax! x.x parents is nagging like idiot cause i reach home at 7 =.=

* TO THE FXCKERS ; ermms.. how i hope they can see my blog, this post now, so they can know how humji they were.. -.-! your are really two damn fxckers! what the problem with your? Bo tai bo ji can disturb us for what? you song i buey song leh pls.. being so fxcking is your habit le arh? scold your fxcker still can come ask us fxck you.. pls hor, tell you larh, you no lan how are we going to fxck you arh? i seriously wonders lehh.. you think your look very handsome meh, all people that you ask to fxck you will want to meh, go geylang larh, there all the girls will willing to de.. but i think hor, you look like that ugly, even give you to a female dog and ask you fxck her, she also dun want lor.. take bag nia, never see before arh, keep wah wah wah, wah lan larh! *oops, ps forget you no lan de hor..* humji larh your.. two people nia still dare come quarrel with us, you stupid isit? ohya, maybe because no lan de yuan yin lor.. sia larh, i pity your larh, your parents also.. give birth to a child with no sex de.. so poor thing.. aiyo.. want to scold me arh, come larh, i not scared larh pls.. scared of this two gay is my surname not TEO -.- so what, you think your boys i scared arh? my foot! pls hor, i is bullied by boys grow up de, all kinds of boys i also see before..but i don't think i met before such damn sxcker one like your.. go reflect on yourself ba, take a mirror and see how bad you look larh pls.. you no mirror i can buy for you de. fxcking people say fxcking things.. say we start the quarrel first? wtf? we just shouting to the air marh, also not say you, is your want to cheng ren de marh.. we also no say anyth, you want cheng ren we also cant say anyth larh hor.. so poor thing sia your.. no lan still cheng ren your is fxcker.. sad for your.. somemore why your want quarrel with us? -.- make me waste my time, cant reach home before 7, kena scolded.. fxck larh your! don't ever let me see your again.. i am cutting your skin off! CB, NB, ACBC, CJB, KNS, FREAKERS!!!! shall end it le, scolding your so long, make me guilty lehh, cause they already no lan or chee still bully them.. :x*

LOVE, JANMOI :D

Hey to all my friends! ^.^ Be happy, i am here to update again! :D But, i got to say abit sorry to those who can't read chinese.. cause i am writing something in chinese later on.. ya, if you really want to understand that, use online translator (: So, here it goes~! 今天决定用华文，因为这样比较有感觉 xD. 还有多两天就开学了，这一个星期的假期过得太快了吧! 这个星期发生了不少事，这些事让我领悟了一些道理. 只有在你体会过一些事，才会真正了解当这件事发生在某些人时，他们受到的伤害以及会有多不好的感受. 在这些事情还没发生在自己身上时，你永远不可能完全体会到别人的心情，永远会对那些人有疑问. 不管你有没有替她想过，试着站在他的立场想想，也不可能真正感受他的痛苦. 对人好，懂得如何原谅如何让它过去... 学着站在他人立场想，不管对哪一方多会比较好，不是吗? 不想事情发生在自己身上时，就对身边的人好一点吧~! 终于了解他们了..... okay~ thats all for today! :D smile people! Comment and tag ya! xDD

DONE! Love you de JANMOI:D

yo yo! yeah, i am here again back :) ya, think positive.. i am now.. did some reflection, find that really, my actions and attitude sucks sometime.. sorry to everyone.. :( willing to change for the better from now on.. hopes to get a 2nd chance ^^ so ya, is life. Life always have up and down. The world is cruel, all of us have to take it.. We should not hate the cruel world but learn how to work well with this world. We should be glad that there is this world for us to live on.. Face the world, is all i could do now, face the facts, the cruelty.. I wont cry anymore.. be strong to face all the difficulties :) well, that is all about live. Don blame the world for its cruelty. I heard upon the God and i swear upon the God.

*听天命，从不能怪天命，不能怪他人，只能怪自己不懂的应付天命的到来。*

Hello guys and girls :) updating this dead blog.. This month have not been a good one for me. To me, is a hurt, a sadness, a disappointment. Trust is important, regardless of friendship or relationship. All I explained is true, but one sentence, *you don sound convincing* ended our friendship... >.< cos you are too important to me, i dun want lose the friendship, i tried to explain. I explained, you did not listen in, you dun give me the chance to explain. Thinking of myself, do you ever give trust to me? >.< it just hurt me deeply.. i am now alone, against the world, against all the difficulties.. i hope and hope for your forgiveness.. but i cant get one. i asked for forgiveness, are you willing to give me one? I am sorry for what I have done, i dun it will make you angry. SORRY ):

*i am sorry.. willing to forgive me and give me other chance?*

Loves, Janmoi.

Hi Hi! :D

nice to meet the writer at onsugar.com :D

i am a noob here... so kindly help ^^

thats all for today! yay!

byebye!

LOVES, JANMOI:D